To tread among the charms of suicide

In the privacy of this parchment

I am left to withdraw

If I tried to chronicle the frequency of my

Inadequacy the fruit of my diagnosis

Would roll over and mold.

I keep pieces of myself, spare parts

To trace, outline their fragile sigils

I bear down harshly

Pierce the skin until I can

Smell the wound

Like flesh left too long in the sun.

I live so that it burns – the kind that

Peaks off in intricate sheets

Layers of static

My interpreters on the fritz.

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